Death Note

It's been a while since we last met ,

Thinking of which makes me upset !

I wonder if you are doing fine ?

Oh I wish I could still call you mine !

Yet I wait for your doubts to clear,

I know you don't want to overcome this fear .

Do you still remember our walks down the lane ?

I never imagined that loving you would end up in vain !

I longed for your soul and carved yours onto mine ,

Is this the end of our tale that once looked so divine !

I remember the pleasure you got when you looked at my smile ,

I was your pendulum and you were my dial !

How could you forget all this my love of the east ,

Don't you know I am starving for your presence at my feast .

Come and claim my heart again please !

I am unable to counter this heavy unease .

I am shocked to know that you love someone else today !

Maybe that's why you are keeping me far away .

Does he cares for you more than i ever did ? 

Or is it an agreement on which you bid .

Does he calms you enough for you to control your asthma ?

Or is it just a possible lie for you to overcome this dilemma ?

Can loving you be so painful and reliving altogether ?

But storms are nothing without a raining weather !

I love the way I know you won't return ,

But against all the logics and hopes I run !

I want to hate you for what I suffered ,

But not every story runs without being buffered !

You won't find that warmth in him no matter what !

Maybe this is the point to place the full stop .

I may not be the best for you to love me back ,

But once you said we all are Easter eggs with a crack !

You underestimated my love and my care ,

I ll keep loving you until greyish are my hair !

It's hard to tell you how I feel without you my soulful light,  (channa mereya - light of my soul)

I am ready to stand against my emotions and this fight !

You were the only hope for me to be ecstatic ,

But the hopes are dead so am I emphatic .

In the end I would love to quote this last quote ,

I love you and you define me , MY DEATH NOTE !