Monday 6 November 2017

A wish

I miss the place I once called my home ,
I am still struggling with this love syndrome ,
I cannot get past your beautiful smile ,
Hence I cried a river as huge as Nile,
I miss that warmth which I found in your arm ,
I feel like an outcast in this lonely farm ,
Thus I stand crying in this bewildered rain ,
All I ever wish is for you to be mine again.

I crave for your calls and I miss those text,
You forgot me and somehow moved onto next,
I loved you hard enough to let you go ,
Was I this stupid for you to be so ?
I want you to hold my hand and to hug me tight ,
That would be enough to picture a future so bright ,
But reality struck me down with pain,
All I ever wish is for you to be mine again.

You blame me for all your losses and you hate me the same ,
Is my love that filthy to run away from that blame ?
I laid down my heart at your feet ,
Despise my efforts I just lost the street ,
Without the address how will I ever reach back ,
There must be something that I presumably lack ,
I loved you hard and considered you my main,
All I ever wish is for you to be mine again.

I cannot bring myself to murder the person that lies within ,
I cannot stop loving you who's nothing less than my own kin,
Keeping you happy was my only goal in life,
But this stupid heart wanted to see you as my wife ,
You are in love with someone else today ,
All I can wish for you is that your happiness stays abay ,
You are happy and that's enough for me to cross the lane ,
No I don't wish for you to be mine again .