Sunday 23 April 2017

Pain of love

Saw her sad and alone
She was so illness prone
She used to smile while talking to me
But she no longer picks up her phone
I tried helping her like her friend
But her pain would never end
She used to cry alone in the corner
But she would happily pretend
She found herself alone in the race
This was something she couldn't face
So I became her friend of life
Saving the game like an ace
She was falling off the sky without any hope
I jumped in, tied up in rope
She held my hand like a friend
And the loving business went too dope
Her smile was the reason I SURVIVED
Breaking the darkness thus I strived
She was alone and I can't let her cry
Therefore this painful measure was thus derived
She loved me once like world apart
She called me friend and killed that part
Yet I stayed for her happiness all this while
This was thus the delivery of dagger to my heart
I know one day she ll smile and leave
A simple bye would be all I could weave
That would be day of my freedom from this pain
That would be the last of my gorgeous eve
For her happiness I killed my own dream
She never asked for this part of the cream
Can someone really love someone like this
I can't believe this love so upstream
She was my baby girl and I was her boy
All we felt for each other was just joy
But things change so drastically in moments of time
All that remained was that beautiful toy
I can't forgive her ever for her deeds
But love grew within me like those seeds
I loved her enough for her to smile
Somehow seeing her smile was one of my basic needs
Her happiness brought me this pleasure
It all seemed like my own treasure
But knowing that I was no longer the same for her
Became the reason for the end of our leisure
We die to love and love to die
That's our destiny which we can't deny
I wish things became the way they were
And all this would just be a lie
Her smile is the blessing like a rain
It's the blood I hate, not the stain
This is what true love is my friend
You find ECSTASY IN THIS LOVELY PAIN ❤


Saturday 15 April 2017

Glory of pain

Finally she got the fame
After playing with my name
All that was left were ashes
Surely she won the game
Unknowingly she lost my presence
Her ego was important more than my essence
I was shocked at this behavior
She forgot my love along with her lessons
She changed like the time changes in a day
There was a time when she would easily stay
All I wanted was her to be the same
But all I could do was just to pray
I hated her with all I could
But I loved her the way I should
I know she will need me once for sure
I would help her if I would
But my self respect would keep me poking high and low
Asking me questions as to why doing so
All I could reply with would just be smile
And my soul would ask me to just let her go
I wasn't so sure of all this back then
I didn't knew what to do when
I was the one looking for her in every1 who passed by
While she would carry crushes about new men
She killed me off with her attitude and her ego
I never felt like a man but more of a Lego
She must be cursing me in her head
Stating things like here we go
She stabbed my heart over and over again without any pain
And yet I was deluded enough to call her my main
But remember this my dear friend....,
You can't make a rainbow without a little rain !