Glory of pain

Finally she got the fame
After playing with my name
All that was left were ashes
Surely she won the game
Unknowingly she lost my presence
Her ego was important more than my essence
I was shocked at this behavior
She forgot my love along with her lessons
She changed like the time changes in a day
There was a time when she would easily stay
All I wanted was her to be the same
But all I could do was just to pray
I hated her with all I could
But I loved her the way I should
I know she will need me once for sure
I would help her if I would
But my self respect would keep me poking high and low
Asking me questions as to why doing so
All I could reply with would just be smile
And my soul would ask me to just let her go
I wasn't so sure of all this back then
I didn't knew what to do when
I was the one looking for her in every1 who passed by
While she would carry crushes about new men
She killed me off with her attitude and her ego
I never felt like a man but more of a Lego
She must be cursing me in her head
Stating things like here we go
She stabbed my heart over and over again without any pain
And yet I was deluded enough to call her my main
But remember this my dear friend....,
You can't make a rainbow without a little rain !