Dad - I made you proud

Some meanings went over my head
Whenever I tried to think it lying in my bed
I just wanted to follow my dreams
But all of sudden I found they are dead
My father was angry on me
Because on his thoughts I didn't agree
He wanted to make me a better human
Yet he didn't never set Me free
I gave up all my ambition
And took this harsh decision
I won't let his self respect fall
For I was his recognisation
His words sometimes made me cry
Within my heart I felt so dry
Yet it strengthened my aim
To make my respect in his eye
He sacrificed all for my smile
Yet I was selfish and imbecile
Suddenly my heart shouted out loud
What you are is coz of his style
Tears flew off my eye
Felt like a stupid fly
His smile was all I wish to see
All I ever did was to justify
Words were not enough so I work so hard
Leaving away everything stood off my guard
Bore all the hate and loneliness alone
Had to do this after all I am his Ward
Soon I will become a man in this crowd
Then I will be a silver line in his cloud
Tears would roll around and I will shout so loud
Look my dad I MADE YOU PROUD